It Has Been Being A Long Time

I have thought about her every single day. It is a hurtful feeling, many times I wish I could be beaten by something to be able to forget her. However, I am afraid that after hitting If I have an opportunity to meet her, I still love her.
Every night and every day, I must struggle with a desire that is sending a message to her to say “I miss you extremely much” like this moment when I am writing these sentences. When we still talked it was only one time she actively sent a message to me. With me, It was the happiest seconds in our “relationship” even the content of that message was only an announcement about her phone had been broken down.
My friend told me that “you are a sensitive boy”. Yes, I completely agree with that view. I have cried when I have been thinking about her and my love numerous times. I suppose I only stay in HCM for a short time but I always fear that I will meet her if it happens, I am very worried that I am not able to control my emotion, I can not hold my tears. It makes me avoid everywhere I think I might encounter her…But I extremely want to see her and saying that I love her.
Em anh yêu em <3 <3.

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