How much do you love someone?

I believe that all of us are loving someone or at least already loved one
Have you ever thought bout how much you spend to love someone?
As a digital marketer and I worship everything related to data and numbers. I always quantize whatever I do.
Unlike everything, I never plan for loving and quantizing anything about that. Today is 3th day of the year of the rat (2020 western calendar). I wonder how much I love her. I do not really quantize my love but here are some things that I want to share about my “How much”
First of all, to love someone, It definitely unable to measure, only one thing can measure is how they can feel our love. Sometimes, many things that we did they might not think those ones are important.
In my mind, I always think of her and always ask myself how about her. Is she good? Is she happy? How about her works?… When we were talking I used  to send her messages to ask those questions? Early morning or even very late at night? I am a healthy man I often sleep very early. However, If I did not know about her, I could not sleep until I knew she was good at home. During that time, I always did that except sometimes I felt It made her annoyed.
Because of a sensitive boy, since I had to decide to leave her. I have been crying every single day, It has been a long time and I suppose that will happen for much time in the future cuz I still love her so much.
In our love, miss our loved one is the foremost part. I already supposed that after leaving her, I would never message her again. Yeah, so badly, I think that each time I breathe is each time I miss her. Dozens of times right?. Fuckkkkk
I am so bad, I am not able to continuously write….

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